soo..

well.. since i have lotsa time to spare these days.. ive been thinking... thinking a LOT.. about stuff that has happenned over the last few years...

.. lol i still remember promises and confessions i made to myself in highschool.. its rllyy funny how they seemed soooo very very possible and true back then.. and come time.. as in now.. lol ... everything is quite the opposite? =P

>.> which ofcourse.. may not always entirely be a bad thing.. not saying i am happy with life right now.. but =] i am holding up and smiling everyday.. so.. that must show something, right?

.. But ive come to realize.. being as alone as i am.. without siblings or pets.. etc .. memories of what ive had and done is what keeps me going.. and i realize the most now... when i find myself being truly uncomfy around people.. as far as i can remember.. i have always been a people's person... loved company.. meeting new people.

.. Well. Not anymore.. -.-

lol.. i guess.. as time passes.. people change.. but what we forget is.. our past never can change..

.. Must learn to accept that and ^^ hold on~

=D yay for 4:00 am rant!!!

bai<3

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