been... ages? lol..

*sigh* i feel like ranting.. so here i am.

Life is.. crap.. actually crap seems like a very mild word. I hate it. I despise every moment of being here.. every decision i need to make.. every problem I get to face.

Because....

...in the end, someone gets hurt. Not just a little hurt.. but massively hurt. Why cant things go my way for a few moments... or the right way..

-_- its ridiculous... ive pretty much lost hope in everything... seconds fade..minutes ...hours tick away...days fly.. most of the times i dont even know what the date is... whats the point of a life like this? ...where all I can ever manage to do is... hurt others... make wrong choices..

its pathetic...

how much longer can i go on like this... i wish i could just find an escape... just for a few minutes.. where there'll be nothing but serenity..

... *sigh* sacre bleu.

Labels: blah blah, meh, rant